Goals:

Short Term/To Do Today:
Make a chicken and potato casserole without failing completely
organize room so that I don't go insane from the clutter
get at least two sources for Bibliograpy assignment
finish words and definitions

To do this week:
finish homework assignment w00t!
don't argue with mom

To do this month:
assemble homework assignment in the pretty green folder ^_^
get ready for the new school year
loose 10 pounds
eat less sugar

to do this year:
Get good grades
be happier
try to help others be happier
be less shy
find a way to get to church more often
forgive people
apply for scholarships and colleges
figure out what to major in
figure out what to do with life

mission accomplished

I'm a ravenclaw...apparently. :/

GRYFFINDOR:

[x] You’ve never done illegal drugs
[] You have a lot of friends
[] You get along with everyone
[] You haven’t made fun of someone for at least two months
[] You love soccer
[] You love baseball
[x] You’re into writing and art
[] Favourite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in “innocent until proven guilty” theory
[] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[] One of your favourite colours is red or gold
[] Good grades at school
[x] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college/university
TOTAL: 5

HUFFLEPUFF:
[] You’re content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[] Water polo is awesome
[] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[] Black is morbid & depressing still like it though
[] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[] You’re an optimist.
[x] You’re completely straight-edge.
[x] You’re very emotional
[] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[] You don’t believe in going steady at a young age
[] You’ve made fun of at least one person this week.
TOTAL: 5

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You’re depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[] Sports suck.
[x] You’re shy.
[x] Hate is completely unneeded.
[] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[] Indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Blue is one of your favorite colors.
[] Serious is better than funny.
TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN:
[] There’s at least one person you hate.
[] Basketball is a good sport.
[] (American) Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You’ve lied about something serious.
[] You’re a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] Very loyal.
[x] You like metal.
[] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You’re scared to grow up.
[] You’ve done drugs in the past month.
[] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[] Guilty until proven innocent.
TOTAL: 7

Woot for not making sense!

PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE!

PART ONE: STUPID RANDOMNESS

When a piece of cheese is sitting on the dinner table, what do you do?
Bad Romance

If a purple dinosaur comes into your room at night with a gun, you say...
The City is At War (hehe)

You usually choke when you say...
Lotus

When you hear someone say they hate you, you reply back saying...
Absolutely (Story of a Girl)

Your third cousin twice removed likes to sing...
I'm Yours

You dance like a drunk maniac when you hear someone say...
Last Train Home (I don't think so.)

When your lover calls you, the first thing you say is...
Fairytale (otay then...)

PART 2: SERIOUS RANDOMNESS...

What's your nickname?
The Gift of Paralysis (otay. xD)

What do you tell people that bother you?
Contagious

What's your theme song?
21st Century (Digital Boy) (...kay.)

Whats your favorite song?
It all makes sense at the end

What song gets on your nerves?
Dreamer (not really)

What song do you listen to just because it reminds you of a certain someone?
On the Rise (It does,but that's not why I like it.)

What do your teachers always tell you?
Diary of Jane (This just isn't working...)

What do your friends like to say to you?
Brother My Brother (haha)

What would happen if you got pregnant, or if your partner did?
Be Calm (Eh. No.)

Who was your first kiss with and what happened?
If I die young (?)

What would your dad say if you crashed his car?
Tears Dry On Their Own


Which song do you hear when you are depressed?
Youth

What song gets you in a good mood?
Love,save the empty

What song helps you overcome your problems?
Texas Flood

What song do you hate the most but can't get enough of?
Fix You

Awesome.

Pure Awesome.

25 facts

1. It is now 12:35 a.m.
2. I can't sleep.
3. I'm making this list out of pure boredom.
4. I am incredibly,ridiculously afraid of spiders.
5. If you were compliment me,my immediate reaction is to deny whatever it is you just said.
6. I'm going to be 16 in eight days and that excites me.
7. I'm going to be a Junior in high school in nine weeks and that scares me.
8. My biggest dream is to get out of Las Vegas.
9. I'm worried I won't be able to accomplish this because my grades are crap and if I don't get out-of-state for college,I'll never get out.
10. I was supposed to do this list as a tag thing back in...a long time ago.
11. I go to church for youth group every Wednesday,but I haven't been to church on Sunday since the week before Christmas.
12. My favourite style of poetry is the sonnet.
13. It is now 12:50 a.m.
14. One of my biggest fears,besides spiders,is that I will have nowhere to go and be stuck.
15. My favourite school assignment was a short story assignment in which we could basically do whatever we wanted.
16. My story was called Games of War.
17. If you haven't already guessed,my favourite word is labyrinthine and my favorite animal is a panda.
18. This is most likely incredibly boring for you.
19. It is now 1:00 a.m.
20. Friends I have never seen in real life know me better than my own family.
21. I cry easily. This is not something I am proud of.
22. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life anymore. I say I want to want to be a chef but now I don't even know.
23. My favorite board game is Scrabble.
24. It is now 1:10 a.m.
25. I'm not going to stop until I get somewhere. No matter what may get in my way,whether it be a person,a class,or myself,I'm going to do it.

Dear Mom.

When I come downstairs to talk to you,I want to talk to you. I don't want to listen to him ramble for the next half hour while you keep your head down. He has no idea what I'm going through or what I have gone through. He's been part of my daily life for four months. He has no idea what has happened to me at home,at school,and in my own mind. He has no idea what I know. He treats me like a four-year-old with no knowledge past clothes,music,and other things stereotypical of my age and gender. I am almost sixteen years old. I may not know everything about the world,but I'm not an idiot either. I know you have had to sacrifice a lot for me and Josh and I know you work really hard. I'm not as much of a selfish brat as he seems to think I am. He takes my words and twists them to fit his views on the subject and he makes me out to be nothing but a silly little girl who couldn't possibly know anything of any value. And like I said at the beginning,when I ask you something or tell you something,I really just want to talk to you.Can you please stop pushing everything onto him? I'm sorry I'm not perfect and my questions may seem silly but they aren't to me and my mind. I'm sorry I'm argumentative and have troubles with my own view of myself,but I'm asking you to help me with that and all that's happening is I'm getting frustrated because he talks about me as if what I say is nothing. Someday I may be able to talk to you about this for real but for now I'll have to settle for ranting to the internet and fitting the stereotype of the stupid,angsty teenager.